don’t judge fat

It was indicated that I was fat twice a week last Friday. I was shocked that such would happen again to me. 

We are all so different. 

Fourteen years ago I was asked if there was a shirt big enough for me. 

I did not reply to any of these people but now is the time.

In my youth and early married life, I was a slim girl. A sporty girl. I won many medals in athletics. 

But in my twenties when my father died, I was so upset, my weight dropped at an alarming rate. I had the offset of anorexia. I could not eat. 

To make a long story short, as it’s pretty long, I was forty-five before my weight began to gain. Twenty years. It had dropped to an alarming one hundred and I knew eating was it for me or else. So in the years after that my weight rose and this is me today.

Diets are not my thing. It started with a diet and it got out of hand. I got depressed and well, I did not eat. Final. 

Even when I fast, I don’t feel hungry at all. 

I had forgotten all of this. 

People in church should really watch their mouths. 

I had forgotten about my weakness. My weakness is not eating. 

I don’t get hungry when I’m unhappy. 

http://www.helpguide.org/…/eating…/anorexia-nervosa.htm

http://www.helpguide.org/articles/eating-disorders/bulimia-nervosa.htm

Looking at me now you would not think so but I need to be very careful I do not stop eating. 

Look up the pictures of an anorexic person yourselves. 

I also have a friend who is bulimic. She would eat up all her lunch at the bowling alley and vomit it all out in the toilet after eating it. 

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Pretty me.

LOL

It’s 

Holley Gerth

at 

holleygerth.com

in

Thanking Holley for sharing her blog with us ladies, again, this year of 2015.

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