All Jesus

For me it’s all Jesus and if it’s not, I cannot imagine what life would be like. It would most certainly be very lonely with God. He is my everything. He is my all. He always has. Without Him there would be nothing but a void in my life. The missing link so to speak. The silence among silence. 

The world is dead. This is obvious. And without a living God what more is there. It’s all Jesus or nothing at all. Agreed. Agreed.

What is happiness?

Happiness is Christ Jesus. Him and Him alone. By His Spirit.

Glittering

Last night I saw the white horse again. It was standing by the quiet still waters of a pond and sipping off it. The water was clear blue. 

It brought me to think back about what I had seen in the throne room of the LORD a couple weeks ago. There was clear water falling from the side of the throne room wall and it was clear as clear as can be. 

Last year I swam a lot and used to look for the Holy Spirit in its clear water.

Today, the LORD brought me to just a droplet of water. So small I would not have even noticed but because I was looking for Him I noticed this glittering droplet of water. 

He said, can you see this glittering droplet of water. It is as clear as clear as can be. Can you see My Presence? 

I remembered my childhood years when I sought the LORD in every nook and corner and I used to love the rain. It’s funny how the LORD continues His story to us in things we see and it never really ends. It’s progressive. Upwards. Towards Him and Him alone. 

All my life I’d talk to God. Anywhere and everywhere and now I’m talking to Him in my writing here as well. It seems to me that His conversation with me is progressive and one thing leads to another until the day that I see Him Face to face. He has held on to me since I was born. No. Since the foundation of the earth. And. He never lets go. This is what is so astounding about His love for me. He never ever lets go of me. 

I’ve been talking to the LORD now for over fifty years and it’s all been good. He didn’t say anything till I was twelve and He’s not really stopped since then. He is such a forgiving Fellow. He is. I remember asking Him to forgive me when I was just a teenager and He did. 

So, today the word is – glittering –

the glittering droplet of water in Spirit that was shown to me

Wonder if I could find a glittering droplet of water to show. Oh, I do have many. I remember now the day I saw the glittering trees. 

His Presence

the word for today is – His Presence –

I smell the Presence of the LORD in this place. 

Thank YOU LORD Jesus. You are most welcome. Your Presence is most welcome in this place. Take this place and make me Thy habitation of Thine heart.

Change My Heart

Do you think the LORD is changing my heart?

Yes, indeed He is. He is doing so on a moment by moment basis. A breath by breath basis. It is not something that can be seen visually by the naked eye. It is by His Spirit. His most Holy Spirit. The Spirit of the Living God. Our God. Jesus. Messiah. The Christ. 

If you are looking for any outward manifestation of this world – it is very hard to find. It is the inner man. Deep deep deep within me. I am growing closer and closer to the LORD in Spirit and in Truth. 

It takes time to find our place in Christ Jesus. It takes patience. It takes struggles and in those struggles it leads us either by His side or out of sync and we find ourselves ten steps down the pathway to heaven. To Jesus’ heart. 

I must plod on christian soldier. The road is narrow and as the sides close in blocking everything out of this world I must be brave and look forward at my Prize, Christ Jesus. He is looking at me. Smiling at me. Encouraging me. 

Come My child says He. 

Come to Me is what HE is saying. 

And I walk on, step by step by step. Every step closer. Precious in His eyes. Precious to Him as it is one step closer to my Eternal Salvation. It is for me to fight for. The only enemy being myself. For the LORD has cast every possible thing out of sight that His highway is littered with His glorious LIGHT and His Glory. He Lights my path with His Presence. And my only duty is to follow Him and Him alone. 

Can you see this!!!

Holy Spirit

Holy Spirit come in power and change my life that I may live for YOU my LORD. 

Fall on me LORD Jesus.

It is such a wonderful journey with the LORD. It really is. It really really is. Last week I fell on my knees in the Spirit and Jesus was sitting on His throne of grace and I found myself kneeling before Him and placing on a pair of slip on leather on to His feet and they were red.  With a heart pattern on it. I asked Jesus what the meaning of this was and I was so touched by His reply.

He told me that the red represented the blood. The life is in the blood and it represented my life for Him. Dedicated to Him. For Him. And Him alone. He said to me that this represented my life which I have given to Him. All to Him and Him alone. I have a life that has been given by Him and it is the same as the blood that flows in my body, I’m alive. I have given it to Him and Him alone. 

Sometimes I wonder why I get these wonderful experiences that are so amazing and our LORD Jesus tells such great stories with pictures. This was when I saw the great white horse too. It was suddenly there. 

I love to worship and in worship I find so many visions. I suspect it is those behind me that are praying so hard from the bottom of their hearts. I suppose it is them. 

Heaven here on earth. Thy kingdom come O LORD. 

Found these slip-ons. Pretty hard to find leather ones. With the heart on the right place. 

Nothing is perfect. Only God. Only Jesus. 

I forgot to kiss the feet of Jesus. Again. What an oaff. In His time. In His kairos moment. His time is the perfect time. 

No LOVE Greater

There is no LOVE greater than that of Christ Jesus.

There is no LOVE than that, that can be found in Christ Jesus. 

When you have seen the LOVE of Christ for the forgiveness of sins nothing compares to Him. Nothing and no one at all. Absolutely. 

I am bound to Christ Jesus forevermore. 

There is nothing but Christ Jesus. 

Holy Spirit Come In Power

What a wonderful day of the LORD it is in this day of the LORD. 

Inside of me though my neck is killing me and my ankle. Inside inside deep deep deep inside, there is such a wonder of who the LORD is. Jesus is calling me to play with Him in His Presence and to worship Him in song and love and joy and hope. 

All my life. As a child. As an adult. This is what it is like with my God. This feeling inside with the LORD is the most amazing feeling ever. The LORD has chosen my path all my life and it is after years and years that I see His plan. I do not choose anything. He does. I just submit to Him and its the most amazing journey ever. Where He places me the best place in the world for me and everything works out for His best. I’ve discovered that if I do not walk in His will, it’s pain and misery. So I learn quick. 

It’s a wonderful day of the LORD. It surely it. 

Hey did I tell you last Tuesday night in our prayer meeting I caught a glimpse of what heaven will be like. There will be night. I was walking along the street. A wide street and there were buildings on both sides. The street I was walking along was very wide. There were no cars. The buildings were not tall ones. And that was it. There were so many stars in the sky. No clouds. No pollution. 

Freedom to be whoever and whatever and where ever and all the rest. The LORD. My LORD and Saviour Jesus Christ paid the price for me to have this freedom. His yoke is light. His people have the fruit of the Spirit. They do not squish nor suppress. I have a lot of room. 

To understand who Jesus is to understand His Love. To understand who He is. I remember ten years ago when I was invited to go to visit with the Ministries of Francis Frangapane, they told me that they would love me. I did not feel any difference. But in the years that have followed the love and compassion this ministry has had on me is only one of love and the loving-kindness of the LORD. It so seems that those who have this are never up there with big time. 

Two Tuesdays ago I saw a white horse. Jesus was sitting on His white horse. I was shocked. It was the first time I have seen this. Sometimes inside my heart, I look back at my brothers and I wonder how powerful their prayers are as I stand with them. Jesus manifests His Presence in such a great great great great great great great way. I saw the waterfall again. What do these things mean. I dunno really. I just know I see them and that in our great and mighty song and worship of my King, our King, things happen. It always does. It always has. I suppose it’s like the visiting pastor. Where the Presence of the LORD is, you will find His people. We are all seeking the Presence of the LORD. His manifest Presence. With me, I’ve found that I am able to separate this in my life. When I study, I put everything I have into the study of His Word. When I worship and attend service, I seek the Presence of the LORD among His people. Is this so hard to understand or to accept. Anything less would not place me in what is said to be the greatest revival on this earth. So I have been told. I don’t feel any difference actually. I get into the zone with the LORD and fly and go and I forget all my aches and pains. LORD, this left leg is crippled LORD. Heal it for me LORD please. I suppose in the Presence of the LORD nothing exists except Him and Him alone and this body that is not perfect vanishes into oblivion. And I live in His Spirit. His Holy Spirit. All forgotten. Nothing more. Nothing less. Than Christ Jesus. All Jesus. This is me and who Jesus  wants out of me. Nothing more and nothing less and so I live accordingly. 

Don’t push. Don’t shove. We are all heading along the same direction. Upwards towards our goal. Our Prize. Christ Jesus. Though we may all be so very different. Keep the faith. Jesus’ plan is perfect like He is perfect. Hold on to His hand and walk walk and walk with Him and Him alone. In His Light. In His great and mighty Spirit. The Holy Spirit. In this place, it’s amazing. The very narrow narrow road.

Holy Spirit come in power change my heart. I want to live for YOU my LORD. 

Joh 4:23  But the hour cometh, and now is, when the true worshippers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship him. 

Joh 4:24  God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth. 

Php 3:3  For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh. 

I Love To Worship You My God

the Word today is – Jesus, the Way the TRUTH and the Life

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A80HJ1tJQ40

The LORD has been calling me in song this whole night and so I just come to my computer to find out what He is saying to me. How nice LORD. Very very nice.

I’m a Pentecostal through and through and through without a doubt and we worship the LORD in song and dance and with every aspect of our lives with the power of the Holy Spirit, Jesus’ promise to us, I hear the song from the LORD and join in Him in song and dance and peace and hope and joy, I hear His voice and smell His Presence, His Name is Jesus, the Name above all names, I know Him, He is my Best Friend, and I hold on to His hand and well, still seeking for the taste of the manna, we are a holy nation, a royal priesthood, our unity is ………… lovely, though I may be weak, in Christ it is here, that I am strong in Him and only in Him, so, I heard this song and knew for certain that the LORD is giving me a song to praise Him or just to share with everyone else, I’m a Pentecostal, through and through and through, I would not want to be anything else, not at all ………. ever ever ever

It’s not about getting it all right. Only Jesus is perfect. 

Holy Spirit come in power. Fall on me LORD.

Bitter

the word for sometime during the week was – bitter –

I struggled with this word as the LORD sent me the verse in Revelation about the scroll. He also mentioned that if we taste bitter to Him He will spit us out. 

Upsetting.

I seek to taste the manna that the LORD provided to Israel in the 40 years they wandered finding the Promised Land. The LORD told me He would provide for those who do not take the mark of the beast with manna like He did with those way back then.

The Old Testament. 

The New Testament.

They are both important. The Law is still important. The forgiveness of sins in the New Testament is still important. Everything is important in fact. 

Bitter.

The taste of bitterness is not a nice taste and it reflects us as we are not yet full until we see Jesus Face to face. 

When we do things that are not nice to each other we are bitter in tasting. No one is exempt. 

Think about it. I’ll post some ginger as a 16-year-old killed herself when I was 12 as she was unable to take the stress of life with the heavy work load. She was just a friend. She used to eat ginger as she felt that life for her was very bitter. Oh, my friend did die of asthma at the age of 8 at night when she couldn’t breathe. It was very sad for me as she and I chatted a lot at school. It was very sad. Not bitter though. 

Here’s the ginger. It’s bitter. Be nice to one another.

A Flat Tire

You just got to know this. It’s funny.

I got a flat tire yesterday. Just about totally. The driver of a friend told me to drive my car slowly to the petrol station. Pump air into it. Fully. Then take it to a garage to change the tire. He assured me I would make it. 

So, as I’m a follow the instructions to the T person, I did.

When I got to the petrol station the men wouldn’t come near me. I do not know how to put air into a tire. I’ve never ever done it before. I’m a woman. It’s a man’s job??? Perhaps. We have men to do it for us here at the petrol stations. So, I had to figure out what to do. I phoned my husband and he said he was too far away to help me. I had to try to do something about it. In the meantime, I figured how to press the air buttons to bet air into the tire and hung up.

The driver was right. I made it to the nearest garage I knew.

Along the way I said, Jesus Jesus Jesus, please place Your finger on the leak and hold on to it till I get to a garage.

I stopped along the way when I saw a petrol station but the tire was fully pumped up and was not losing any air. The man at the station assured me the garage was just round the corner.

The moral of this experience is.

Jesus will use His mighty finger. The one He used to write the Ten commandments and to draw His finger drawings to stop air from leaking out of a nearly totally flat tire. 

One more thing.

I remembered how the LORD gave Catherine Brown back her time when she was late to pick up her son from school. It takes ages to drive from the Central Belt to where she lives. I know. I’ve done it. But the LORD gave her back the time she used to minister to those He had sent her. 

So for me. I just knew He would place His finger on my flat tire until I arrived at a garage. 

Cars stopped informing me of my problem. I reassured them, I was on the way to a garage. 

This happened yesterday.

The LORD is good all the time.

Found a picture of a flat tire as my problem looks hilarious now but it sure wasn’t when I was going through it. So I remained calm and prayed and prayed and prayed until I got there.

Our God, He reigns.