22 March 2013 Alpha and Omega

I’ve arrived at this point where I will exhort and encourage from my WordPress. Call me a slow learner if you must but the prophets and seers and Christian writers all do it this way and have led me in this direction in the transparency for everyone’s own good. Including our own good. 

It’s always good to live a totally transparent life in the brethren and I’ve been exhorted and encouraged and discipled to write this way. I don’t believe in a book cos my journal of my life is a complete book. A daily record of what happens to me. 

It’s also safer this way as whether I’m wrong or right. If wrong I will be exhorted and corrected immediately and abruptly by all of the brethren. 

God corrects whom HE ❤ s.

We are encouraged to take action whether we get it right or wrong cos when we get it right the way is paved into the depths of who Christ is. HIS very ❤ and the multitudes will follow in the direction the LORD is paving at this kairos moment in time. 

I’ve joined in with the pioneers. 

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The visions being vast. Larger than the oceans deep. Than all of the universes. 

Eternity business. 

We all have a long long way to go as yet but be assured, we will not stop plunging forward and upwards. Our goal and PRIZE, Christ JESUS our LORD and no other. The Name of JESUS high and lifted up up up in the highest place. There is no other than God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit and if it be repetitive. O well, JESUS is it. HE is the GOSPEL. 

HE is the beginning and the end. HE has no beginning and HE has no end. 

HE is the Alpha and the Omega. 

A life poured out like JESUS. 

HE is the TYPE we follow. 


Pigeon Point Lighthouse, San Mateo County, California.

We are supposedly in a season where the LIGHT of Christ shines brightly inside of us and it is like a lighthouse that shines our light in the midst of the deep night so that ships can find safely along the coastline. 


I woke up this morning with a vision.

I was standing in the LIGHT. The LIGHT all around me.

The lamp is there to show the LIGHT and and and what can a light like this do in the LIGHT. 

JESUS’ heart is on FIRE for us

once I was going to get anointed by fire and before that I saw JESUS’ ❤ on fire like this pic in this song and when the two hands that were going to anoint me, her hands had the FIRE of Acts in it and I said, your hands, the FIRE and she said, from the ❤ of JESUS ……. and I said, I know, cos, I saw it before you came to anoint me ……. that day …… many cried quietly in the quiet of our prayerful surroundings, …… is there anything more than this place ………

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Have you been here. I have. Have you seen these things. I have. 


Is your vision this clear. Is the clarity the same like the ones who are the same. 

So when I see LIGHT it’s the ones who have seen it first before me so I’m like this. 

❤ ❤ ❤

Today we join in with 

Holley Gerth



Thanking Holley for sharing her blog with us.


We are also joining in with 

Jennifer Dukes Lee


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Also thanking Jennifer for sharing her blog with us lady writers.


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Also thanking Day Spring 


(in) courage 

for sharing their blog with us lady writers. 

I suppose we are all linking up together as one in Christ JESUS our LORD.

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blessings from heaven

16 April 2013 LIGHT

I do not know what suffering means. 

I just know how much JESUS suffered on the cross that I may have life and have it in the abundant blessings. 

The sufferings of this world or death is foreign to me. I do not know these things. 

God is good right. So berry berry good right.

When I read Scripture …… the Holy Spirit leads us to all truth right. And TRUTH is a PERSON, the PERSON of our LORD JESUS who is the Christ, right. 

So, the Holy Spirit always ever leads me to the revelation of MESSIAH. Christ JESUS our LORD. 

The attention the LORD focuses when I study Scripture is the Gospel. 

Christ JESUS our LORD for the Salvation of all to those who believe. 

I often say, HE’S here.

It’s like this pure bright white LIGHT but in Scripture. Here here here and here. So obvious and so strong. So important. 

Once I played with a friend just for fun but not meaning any harm but she thought I was being rude and against her. I stopped and moved away. The insecurities of others at times of my happiness makes me sad to think she thought I was dishing out negative signs. But my intention was positive. Fun. Loving. I’ve since backed off. 

In life I see the insecurities of others. I see mine as well. But this is cos we are all still in this world. Right. It’s nothing to fear.

In my little Sunday School group we have all sorts of personalities. From the best to the worst. So, the talkative one who does not stop for a moment until the very end gets to pray for everyone and talk talk talk talk talk. Yet, the little quiet one who can’t speak cos her English is so limited and she does not get it just yet, gets to say nothing, but a very little. She gets to get on with it with the talkative one talking and huge grin and smile. So does the one who was with me for two years and her English is not good at all but her prayers are simple and her voice is strong and courageous like her prayers. Everyone gets a chance to be. No one is left out. No one is ostracised cos JESUS ❤ everyone in HIS kingdom to those who believe and everyone gets a chance. No matter what. 

It’s easier dealing with kids than grown ups. So many insecurities. 

Sometimes it’s as simple as this. Just walk into the LIGHT.

I was born to live in the LIGHT of Christ JESUS our LORD. 

When I first saw it, I just ran into it knowing that it was JESUS’ LIGHT. HIS GLORY. Safety. Forevermore, here and now. Today. 

I do suppose the seers and the prophets have taught me not to look back and just move upwards and forwards. I’ve come to a point I don’t see anything nor anyone but JESUS. HIS LIGHT and HIS GLORY. And well, I’m worthy. Worthy to stand in HIS LIGHT and HIS GLORY. And to think of it, it’s really what it’s all been about really. We grow from everlasting to everlasting and well, it’s a complete life of seeking and finding I suppose. Or is it the other way round. 

God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit seeking me out. 

And to be honest, it’s been a wonderful life and  a wonderful journey. 

Have you thought about it really. There is no end. There is only forevermore. A continuum. Hey when I leave this pretty horrible place, all I will see is JESUS, as usual. 

It’s good to be me. The real me. 

I see darkness in people but I’ve been told not to tell the things of darkness but pray for LIGHT in them. 

It’s so many times I’ve been told not to touch anything dirty. 

Turn if you see anything that’s evil. Shield your eyes from them. Do not listen to anything unpleasing to the LORD. Even smell them not. Nor taste. If it tastes bad. Spit it out. Sometimes you just gotta live it. 

The thing is really really really to be honest, I’m not supposed to come out to play. Truly. I mean, look at it from my perspective. 

Y’all coming in here to play. And to be honest. What better place than this. 


Why would I want to leave this place. 

❤ ❤ ❤

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Sometimes you just stick up for those like me and well. Decades speak louder than words. 

here i am …. take me …. as an offering to my KING

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Are you here. Are you. Are you. Are you.

I’m here. 

Here with JESUS. What a wonderful place to be.

What a life. What a wonderful life.


On our way back from our short trip away I saw diamonds of pure white GLORY of the LORD falling down down down down down. 

Can you all see it.

I suppose probably not. 

I was not born to be. 

I was born to be with JESUS.

You all know the devotional that Rick Joyner sent out about his church and as people walked down, the kids heard what the Holy Spirit told them. 

Yeah, I’m like this.

In my twenties I was asked about people we studied together. I just wondered why it was not obvious.

I firmly believe in God’s timing and God moments. HIS kairos moments. I firmly believe that when the time is right. It is just right. Ever right. 

Perfect to be exact. 

I was born cos I was prayed for from the LORD by saints who spent their entire lives for Christ JESUS our LORD. 

God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit. 

This is the beginning and the end of it all. They lived God. They breathed THEM. They ate THEM. 

I’m now at the same age as when I saw one of their faces, a long long time ago. Over twenty years.  It was pure white bright light on it. 

My mother was astounded. I was amazed. 

She had seen the Son of the Living God. 

I just did not happen. I was consecrated by saints who took me and offered me up to the LORD. Saints who believed in their prayers. 

For some odd reason I call them eternal prayers. 

I honestly cannot remember a time when I was not talking to the LORD. 

To me this is the norm. I live life in heaven and not on this earth. I’ve spent time and time again looking in heaven and day dreaming about God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit, yet, I would be doing things just normally here on this earth but not in this earth but in heaven with THEM. 

I’ve spent my entire life like this. 

I’m to be humble and not proud but I’m proud to be here cos it cost me a lot of nos and doing the right thing. 

The throne room of our LORD JESUS who is the Christ is continuously singing again and again daily to me. 

Do you hear it.

14 September 2012 prophetic-Fire

When I was young I used to feel trapped. I just could not find the freedom and space.

Then one day, not only did I dance in the fields, then the mountains. And then the skies. And then the universe and galaxies. 

Now, for all eternity. 

With Christ our LORD for all time. 

There is no darkness. There is only LIGHT. It’s like I want to change everything into pure bright white LIGHT cos it’s what I see and am used to. 

There is not darkness even at night. 

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Do  you see it. Do you. Do you. Do  you. 

O but the answer is probably not. 

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this is a journal of my life ………. my walk with JESUS ……

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sometimes it’s so hard being a Christian cos I’ve never been a people pleaser …. I was raised to be a God pleaser, a God  lover, a God worshipper, a person who loves God with all my heart and soul and might, so, I’m not popular, but, on the other hand, I’m real popular with JESUS, the Holy Spirit who exalts the Son and the Son who exalts the Father, I’m popular with the Father, this journey  reveals so much, perhaps I’ve grown and want and except more, and I know more, not proud, I just want more for everyone, I want everyone to be here, right before the throne of Christ, at HIS feet, worshipping HIM,  loving HIM, not like me, but an individual, you could say that the path that the LORD set for me is a wonderful journey of holiness so HE put people all along and my life became defined by holy saints, missionaries of the LORD who gave their lives for Christ and Christ alone and their submission and surrender at JESUS’ feet is so and such that I was moved myself to be at the same place they are in ………. God’s will and grace, not only have I been moved to fight this good fight of faith in this manner, there are more …. O JESUS is so wonderful and yeah, I  love  JESUS very very much, and when I go before HIM and have nothing but JESUS in front of JESUS, well, then so it be, at least I have gained Christ, and lost the entire world, ❤ ❤ ❤  life is so diverse, I’m not afraid to move forward like the first century church, they faced so much yet they held on to the promises that the Second was coming soon, I hold on to Christ now forevermore for all eternity, the promise that everything JESUS won for me on the cross, I have for all eternity, and this is the hope and the joy that I will never cease to speak about cos in Scripture in progressive revelation, everything leads to JESUS, Christ and Christ alone ………. JESUS never said we have to be perfect, HE just said, we have to preach the gospel ……… share HIM and HIM alone, Christ crucified …………

As I will be away for a few days I won’t be able to access the internet. 

diversity, division, brings about change

what is so important to me is God is Spirit and TRUTH and the freedom in our church to seek JESUS for who HE is in the fullness of HIS stature and to ❤ HIM completely and totally ………..

my focus in my entire life is Christ, God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit, it’s really good to know that there is suffering in this world but when you focus your life or study in it, you miss the mark in Scripture, HIS promises, in 2 Thessalonian, God’s very ❤ and ❤  for us, promises that fix our eyes on HIM and HIM alone, Christ and Christ along, without the Holy Spirit to teach us TRUTH we are just rote learning, an entire class being the same ………….. imagine an entire class looking like this ……. this is not God’s intention …… or is it …… think the human mind and being an Armenian gives me the freedom to choose for myself ……..

like this, I’m not a baby ……

the first century church was so diverse, each one so different, you can see the difference between all the apostles, did they look the same, dress the same, speak the same, when you study through Scripture, even the personalities in Scripture are all so diverse and different, the only norm is Christ JESUS our LORD is God, our God, God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit, do not forget the Holy
Spirit our Helper, Helper, Helper, what does Helper mean, He helps us, especially in biblical studies, into understanding, for the WORD of God is Spirit, so those who do not believe cannot understand why we serve such a wonderful Saviour, why so passionately, I really am so blessed to have been given such freedom of seeking the LORD all my life and sending people and churches where there are boundaries, but free enough to seek TRUTH for myself and come to the right conclusion by the power of the Holy Spirit, I’m not ashamed of the Gospel nor Christ JESUS our LORD that is the main focus and HIS goodness in every chapter of Scripture, sometimes, we just have to stand up for TRUTH and for JESUS, otherwise, what is the point of life, JESUS and HIS goodness and promises is the point, no wonder so many are depressed and unhappy, God our Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit, freed us already on the cross, we have life and have it in the abundance of HIS continuous Presence and blessings, I’m one of these mountain top persons, think everyone wants to be here right, in Christ, we all are, final

the Holy Spirit

I ❤ my freedom, the one which JESUS paid the price on the cross for me so I’ve got it right here and now in my ❤  , for all time, and eternity, to know HIM, yada ……….

are we building walls around our ❤  s so the we cannot hear God speak nor the Holy Spirit 🙂

are we building a wall so high around our ❤ s so nothing and no one can reach us, even our LORD JESUS who is the Christ nor the Holy Spirit who leads us into all TRUTH 🙂

the Holy Spirit showed me a picture last night, the red sea was parted and the sea was to the left and to the right as the Israelites walked through the parted waters, is it that this will be parted until the Day of the LORD, when all will be cleared, all deluge, O I ❤ the supernatural ministry we are allowed to grow in our church, sometimes it makes for easier understanding, reminding what I’ve been taught in Global University, don’t make a doctrine out of it, 🙂

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this journey is humorous, funny, delightful as long as we are walking intimately and closely with JESUS and the Holy Spirit and our Father 🙂

the peace that surpasses all understanding

Like in a marriage, it’s takes two. Then change comes along. 
Both have to change.

I believe the LORD is bringing about a change. In what way I do not know. 

Just let the vision come to pass in God’s time.

I’m not alone in feeling like this. 

The LORD brought about deaf ears from Isaiah. 

HE made them deaf. 

You can tell someone something but when they are deaf ……. 

God does not speak through HIS creation. God speaks to us, HIMSELF. I enjoy HIS creation cos HE created them. Especially flowers to look at cos I’m allergic to them. So, looking is as good as it gets to me. The animals. They are beautiful. Surely a good God created all these things. It’s biblical. 


I honestly gotta say about the singlet and flimsey flip-flops. Not forgetting the super short shorts. 

When I grew up we dressed for church. 

It’s sorta like respect ….. to respect God. Otherwise …. does a person really know who God is. No. Why. No respect for he does not know God is HOLY. 

Simply that HE is God.

It took me a year to get the ladies to cover up. It took time. Still, more needs to be done. Or I get into trouble. 

God is awesome. HE works in all directions. There are full of planks in our eyes. All of us. 

God ❤ s HIS children so HE corrects them. 

Today we get to join in with

Holley Gerth

in her blog which she shares with all us writers



Thanking Holley for sharing her blog with us. 


i am free

Sometimes you have step out of  church walls to see how far you’ve come along life’s long and arduous journey of life with Christ JESUS and how much freedom there is in the Spirit of the LORD. 

I’ve been empowered by the Holy Spirit like the apostles in Acts and it’s wonderful. 

Without the Holy Spirit, the apostles would not have achieved much in the first century church. 

How much have I achieved in the freedom which JESUS has won me on HIS cross.

Exceedingly much.

I have the Holy Spirit. 

I’m free. 

I see JESUS every single day of my life.

All the time.

And I’m proud to say this.

I am free. 


I’m a seer.

And free to be one. 

❤ ❤ ❤

Sometimes you just have to be honest and say who you truly are so others know whom the LORD has created me to be. 

I’m proud to be me. 

And I thank the LORD for the freedom I have to be me in my church. 

To be conformed to Christ and Christ alone and not man. 

17 that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, may give you the Spirit of wisdom and of revelation in the knowledge of him, 18 having the eyes of your hearts enlightened, that you may know what is the hope to which he has called you, what are the riches of his glorious inheritance in the saints, 19 and what is the immeasurable greatness of his power toward us who believe, according to the working of his great might 20 that he worked in Christ when he raised him from the dead and seated him at his right hand yin the heavenly places,

The Holy Bible: English Standard Version. (2001). (Eph 1:17–20). Wheaton: Standard Bible Society.

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JESUS’ eye is on this here sparrow who says no no no no no no no to anything against Scripture

I’ve had a great one week. 

The Lecturers of both Global University and Precept International Ministries taught what is biblical from Sodom and Gomorrah. 

God’s WORD endures forever though we may end and everything in this world as well. 

We only have eternity cos of JESUS’ ❤ for us.

I’m having one great week and well, life is exceptionally good for me and my husband. We are more in ❤ with each other than ever. 

This sparrow lives by Scripture, the WORD of God. 

Respect to the authority of government and church. As long as they are living according to Scripture as well. 

I hate it when people make out it’s me when it’s not. 

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Stand Firm

 On God’s WORD.

11 For we hear that some among you walk in idleness, not busy at work, but busybodies. 12 Now such persons we command and encourage in the Lord Jesus Christ to do their work quietly and to earn their own living. 
13 As for you, brothers, do not grow weary in doing good. 14 If anyone does not obey what we say in this letter, take note of that person, and have nothing to do with him, that he may be ashamed.

The Holy Bible: English Standard Version. (2001). (2 Th 3:11–14). Wheaton: Standard Bible Society.

my warrior brides

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Something extraordinary is happening that is changing the atmosphere in my warrior brides as they worship.

They are taking so much more of the land around them. So much more than before.

When I first started taking the land nearly fourteen years ago, I ended up not only the whole earth but then the entire universe for JESUS and with JESUS. HE led me to the most wonderful experiences in Spirit. 

Now the ladies, each as an individual. Each unique and different. 

They are taking all the land around them. One day, they will find the earth is not big enough. The universes for all time is our taking in Christ our LORD. 

Forwards and upwards they are surging with Christ our LORD in a most amazing adventure with JESUS. 

HEART to heart. 


JESUS is an amazing God.


Today, my prayer warriors in Sunday School prayed Scripture back to JESUS.

Praise the LORD.

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