if you don’t pick up your cross daily and walk towards a HOLY HOLY HOLY God, you just don’t get to this place of intimacy with Christ JESUS, today is cleaning day for us, we clean up our home, our washing broke down, it’s been seven years, so, we’ve just got a new and bigger sized one for the quilts and stuff, anyways, JESUS still, HE calls, through the cleaning and washing and ….. still not been able to neaten up the room where all the clothes go into yet …. and yet, JESUS HE calls so greatly, this is how blessed I am in Christ JESUS, all my life, HE’S a calling calling calling, non – stop, think I know what’s a going on, nah, no idea, just follow JESUS and this is where it gets me, in HIS Presence, dancing with HIM, through the washing and cleaning and dusting and arranging of all the stuff, and the throwing out, it’s all JESUS, JESUS YOU’RE my everything JESUS YOU’RE my everything YOU’RE MY EVERYTHING JESUS YOU’RE my everything ………. and and and really really really I should have gone and got that computer degree when I could have with the bowling and I did not, I can’t figure out how to organize the page according to the instructions, O dear me, life is tough when you don’t know how to do things, very frustrating but then again, when I’ve finally got it figured out, I’ll know it, hahahahahahahaha, what a turkey …….. JESUS LOVES me this I know …………
it’s like JESUS is really is my everything, really everything, like breathing out and in and in and out, when I eat and when I do stuff and everything I do and dreaming and even sleeping and I’m just drowning in HIS GLORY, Christ in me, my hope of GLORY, HE really is everything to me, the thing really is all my life, teenage and adult life, I just want this and I wanted to get married and have children too, but, this is it, it’s just everything, as totally ridiculous as this may seem and may sound, it’s wonderful, and I laugh and giggle and smile and …. just and …. and …… and then we arrive at this part …… we dance and stuff ……..
well, you would not believe it, I woke up and JESUS told me HE is giving me a huge great big sloppy wet kiss …. you have to understand what’s happening to me, we are doing nabi … ro’eh and chozeh and I’m a ro’eh and what worship is all about and how not to have idols and repentance and caring for the poor and weak as worship is part of a life style and these essays are like, JESUS comes up with these things before I write them down and cos ….. by HIS grace ….. HE takes me right to HIS side, kisses me on my lips and then HE says, you write this down, for me, it’s in line with my Global University essays, the prophets of the Old Testament and what they taught Israel about the worship of a HOLY God, living a life style godliness authentically in commitment and a relationship with a HOLY God, this is going to be one of my Service Learning Requirement blogs, the last two, thank YOU LORD JESUS for loving me by YOUR grace and YOUR grace alone …… amen amen and amen ….. Keith is going to be so happy with this …. hahahahahahaha ….. our lecturer ….
“As a mother comforts her child, so will I comfort you; and you will be comforted over Jerusalem,” Isaiah 66:13.