Happy Happy Happy Mother’s Day



I’m just two cool, it’s all the years of bible study that makes me like some flowing out the WORD of God person, all the years of frustration has yielding good fruit here, I persevered, endured, to be honest, this Logos bible has made such a significant turn in my life as far as bible study goes, hahahahaha, , hahahahaha, I’m like a sponge, I love to soak it all in like there’s eternity before me, so, better make the best out of getting in as much as I can …. cos …. it’s the eternity mentality that gives me such a burst of life ……. hahahahahaha ……. I just got to laugh about this …… two funny …….. victory is in the WORD of God … final …. JESUS is the WORD ……

 does your heart pound when you read God’s WORD, Christ JESUS, mine does, it’s like such an exciting feeling that flows into and out of me, like a gust of wind, gentle, yet strong, like solid ground, like a gentle breeze, it’s inexplicable, it’s grace, it’s God’s Divine Presence, flowing in and out of me, as I read, as I study, as I get drawn into the events of the Old Testament and the New Testament, it’s like I’m there, just the bible is like open before me in vivid picture, and I sink into it, like I’m a part of the story of God’s redeeming grace, Christ JESUS being the centre piece, and me, the bystander, hahahahahahaha, eat your heart out, Global University, I love it galore, hahahahahahaha, 🙂 🙂 🙂

dunno about y’all
really really woolly seems to be the apple of JESUS’ eye
I’m a no jealous
i’m a twooooooooo

 8       Keep me as the apple of your eye;
hide me in the shadow of your wings,

The Holy Bible: English Standard Version. 2001 (Ps 17:8). Wheaton: Standard Bible Society.

2       keep my commandments and live;
keep my teaching as the apple of your eye;
3       bind them on your fingers;
write them on the tablet of your heart.

The Holy Bible: English Standard Version. 2001 (Pr 7:2–3). Wheaton: Standard Bible Society.

2 I am a rose of Sharon,
a lily of the valleys.


2       As a lily among brambles,
so is my love among the young women.


3       As an apple tree among the trees of the forest,
so is my beloved among the young men.
With great delight I sat in his shadow,
and his fruit was sweet to my taste.
4       He brought me to the banqueting house,2
and his banner over me was love.
5       Sustain me with raisins;
refresh me with apples,
for I am sick with love.
6       His left hand is under my head,
and his right hand embraces me!
7       I adjure you, O daughters of Jerusalem,
by the gazelles or the does of the field,
that you not stir up or awaken love
until it pleases.

The Holy Bible: English Standard Version. 2001 (So 2). Wheaton: Standard Bible Society.

the KING is watching

The Bride Adores Her Beloved

 8 The voice of my beloved!  Behold, he comes,  leaping over the mountains,  bounding over the hills.  9 My beloved is like a gazelle  or a young stag.  Behold, there he stands  behind our wall,  gazing through the windows,  looking through the lattice.  10 My beloved speaks and says to me: “Arise, my love, my beautiful one,  and come away,  11 for behold, the winter is past;  the rain is over and gone.  12 The flowers appear on the earth,  the time of singing has come,  and the voice of the turtledove  is heard in our land.  13 The fig tree ripens its figs,  and the vines are in blossom;  they give forth fragrance.  Arise, my love, my beautiful one,  and come away.  14 O my dove, in the clefts of the rock,  in the crannies of the cliff,  let me see your face,  let me hear your voice,  for your voice is sweet,  and your face is lovely.  15 Catch the foxes for us,  the little foxes  that spoil the vineyards,  for our vineyards are in blossom.”

16 My beloved is mine, and I am his;  he grazes among the lilies.  17 Until the day breathes  and the shadows flee,  turn, my beloved, be like a gazelle  or a young stag on cleft mountains.

 The Holy Bible: English Standard Version. 2001 (So 2:8–17). Wheaton: Standard Bible Society.


3       I am my beloved’s and my beloved is mine;
he grazes among the lilies.

The Holy Bible: English Standard Version. 2001 (So 6:3). Wheaton: Standard Bible Society.

to be honest, I’ve grown so much this last year and a half or so, give or take a couple of months, there is such a surge of confidence in me, like, I just know it, I’m always standing in this mountain top, though sometimes I may stumble and …fall, so what, no big deal, just get up and continue to stand and sink deeper into the SOLID ROCK of my Salvation, Christ JESUS our LORD, the confidence with which I have today is profoundly unthinkable, I cannot see how I got here, I’m just here, by chance the LORD decided to bless me in this place, you go figure this out, even when I’m all depressed cos my son has left, I’m still standing on SOLID ground, not even shaky, I personally think my God, HE is amazing, HE never ceases to amaze me, WOW moments, every single breathing moment, this is me, hahahahahahaha


THY kingdom come O LORD
THY kingdom come
I believe LORD JESUS
I believe in YOU O LORD JESUS





12 “This is my commandment, that you love one another as I have loved you. 13 Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends.

The Holy Bible: English Standard Version. 2001 (Jn 15:12–13). Wheaton: Standard Bible Society.


HE is a faithful God

5 November 2012 comsuming fire


guard my heart and my mind
in the fire of the Spirit of THY WORD
secure me, ground me,
set me in THY heart
in the fire of the Spirit of THY WORD
never leave me
be THEE with me forevermore

12 October 2012 sanctification fiery-trials-best

Last night we called upon the LORD for the baptism of the Holy Spirit by Fire for the fullness of the Holy Spirit and we were led by Reverend Lee from Full Gospel Church and we called out in tongues as one in Christ JESUS and I saw FIRE coming down but we stopped praying. This morning when I woke up my entire body is shaking shaking shaking. I got filled filled filled as well with the fullness of the Holy Spirit by fire. I thought I had missed it but ….. I got blessed too. Awesome Pastor Lee. The power of the church of our LORD JESUS Christ as one in HIM and HIM alone. For the fullness of the Holy Spirit to come upon us we must do four things but I can only remember three – repent – pray without ceasing and study God’s WORD day and night and night and day and revival will come. Thank you Rev Lee. I want to change the world too but it ‘s JESUS that is going to change the world. I just need to do one thing. Seek HIM with all of my heart and love HIM with all of my heart. I think the fourth one is humility. 

4 August 2011 img_large_watermarked

I stood on the ROCK of my Salvation. HE is an awesome God. He said that a repentant heart produces a person that is a  nobody and declares only God is all in all. I was so moved by his sermon that I have only one position to remain and rest in HIM … as HIS bond-servant ….

6 October 2012 showers of grace



HIS WORD endures forever

I have been left a legacy in my life long walk with the LORD. HIS WORD which endures forever. All things will end but the WORD of God will endure forever and ever. Only HIS WORD will remain. For in me is God’s WORD, Christ JESUS, the Christ, Messiah. It truly is a circumsision of the heart.

5 November 2012 comsuming fire


The LORD gave me  a picture this morning. You all know the Corinthians chapter on the body. Us the church. HE showed me HIS body. Am I saved only the hands and feet by which HE was nailed the cross or am I saved by the entire Body of Christ JESUS on the cross. All of JESUS. HIS eyes, HIS nose, HIS fingers and toes, HIS knees and so on and so forth. So is it with God’s WORD.

6 September 2012 Psalm-46-10

My friend taught me that the Song of Songs is vital in Scripture as it is God’s bride and HIS love story. Though our leader at that time was horrified as Solomon had so many wives and was not a good example for us. I learnt how much JESUS LOVES me in the Song of Songs.

16 July 2012 dance with me LORD LOVER of my heart to the song of all songs

Easter is coming and as we observe JESUS and remember HIM on the cross may we take and eat and sup all of HIM. HE prepared HIMSELF, the entirety of HIMSELF for us to be saved and not the choicest bits. Am I supposed to disrespect my neighbours fence and not take account of it as it’s legalistic? No, indeed not. For if I do not respect my neighbour as it teaches me in Deuteronomy  my relationship with my neighbour will be broken and non-existent. Such is the core and depth by which Scripture teaches us. JESUS teaches us through HIS WORD. HE, HIMSELF. I’ve been told to teach Scripture as I am equipped to teach it. With the same patience and understanding that I was taught it by those who passed me the baton. Do you think the planks in my eyes are great. Surprise to each and everyone of us, all of us have planks in our eyes. This is why we read but we do not understand and do not know HIM. We do not know HIM deeply. We all need to stand on the SOLID ROCK of our Salvation. Christ JESUS. The TRUTH will set us all free. We are all in some form of bondage or the other. All in different stages. The quicker we study and learn deeply who Christ is and what HE stood for, the faster we will grow each and every single day. Did I really need to study the desolation in Isaiah. Indeed I felt not but in it I learnt to pull down the idols in the high places and put God first and only God. Do we have idols in the high places. Yes, our pride. Each and every single one of us, fails and falls short with pride. We all fall short We all have planks in our eyes. Not one is worthy. Only JESUS is. Only JESUS is perfect. We all need our Saviour. JESUS, the Christ. HE is coming. Very soon. Like a thief in the night. All of HIM and not just the choicest parts that tickle our fancy. For in the end only ONE PERSON matters, it is the Son of God, JESUS and HIS cause. Let’s fight the good fight of faith. HIS WORD endures forever and ever. What a walk. I say to this mountain, be gone. Study from out hearts. Learn with our hearts. Love JESUS, all of HIM, with out hearts. May we all be circumcised deeper in JESUS’ Name I pray, amen amen and amen.

20-october-2012-dove.jpg19 December 2011 dancing-rhythm-web-2It truly is  a tough journey. Only JESUS matters from the beginning to the end. Christ and Christ alone. HIS WORD, HE, endures forever and ever. All of HIM as HE fills the all in all. TRUTH. The Christ. Messiah. How do you teach. I have no idea. I follow the lead of the Holy Spirit. He will lead me to all righteousness. 

2 November 2012 count-blessings