JESUS’ LOVE For me

I’m one of these all JESUS person. All God person. And what is HE saying to me this morning. HE is saying if I do not have all of HIS LOVE in my heart from HIM and HIM alone and me for HIM and HIM alone. Then … what’s life meant to be about. It’s all about JESUS total and absolute LOVE for me. If we cannot feel JESUS in our hearts. Deeply. Very very deeply … HE says … what does life mean. Nothing really. For man is ever a failure. It’s biblical. But God, the LORD, JESUS, HE never fails us. 

JESUS is melting my heart for HE HIMSELF. Don’t know if anyone knows what this means. Most people find others to do this but me …. well …….. JESUS is the MAN …… God ……. my BRIDEGROOM …… 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RQln0wL6yEU

my heart LORD … what are YOU doing to me LORD JESUS …….

a submitted and surrendered life 

to be honest I have nothing much to say …… but JESUS …….. HE is a great conversationalist …… try HIM … sometime ……. all the time ……. you’ll be shocked ……. HE is non-stop ……….. I’ve never felt lonely or bored all my life …… cos when I was young …… I was taught this ……. talk to my Father in heaven …… and …… it will ever be well with me ………. 

are you all reaching up to JESUS this 2013 

JESUS feeds those who hunger and thirst for righteousness

my crown and heart are both transparent like the Holy Spirit 

by the power of the Holy Spirit

How I Thirst For THEE O LORD – Day And Night And Night And Day

1  As a deer pants for flowing streams,
so pants my soul for you, O God.
2  My soul thirsts for God,
for the living God.
When shall I come and appear before God?

The Holy Bible: English Standard Version. 2001 (Ps 42:1–2). Wheaton: Standard Bible Society.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hwwxry9UPgU

A Well – Watered Garden

It’s funny how the LORD works. There’s no way I could or would think up something like this. So today we were at the Sunday School and and and the LORD, JESUS who is the Christ, we danced and danced and danced. I kid you not. 

T’was lovely. T’was really really lovely. 

and we danced and we danced and we danced ……. I just could not stop dancing and the Spirit of the LORD was there two …….. I honestly nearly got knocked over ……….

well … then in the main service I walked right into the garden of the LORD ……. now …. you have to understand ….. it’s not spring here ….. it’s freezing ….. it was 9 degrees this morning and it was freezing ….. there’s no heating in the tropics …… it hardly ever get cold here and it was cold ……. 

all green green green like this …… so many of these tall green trees everywhere …… I thought to myself ……. LORD …….. YOU’VE granted my prayers ……… the land ……. is vast ….. YOU’VE extended my territory ………. and then ……. amidst the trees ….. 

with the LIGHT before me ……. I entered into the garden ….. Song of Songs I heard ………… so …… I stand corrected …… this is not my journal …… nor it is about me ….. it’s about the love story between JESUS and me ………

and the flowers 

and the flowers amongst the trees 

and we met and danced again …… I actually told the young child beside me and his mother …. JESU woi ai ne …. JESU woi ai ne …. and they smiled and danced unto the LORD as well ……….

there’s a lot to be said about a consecrated life … surrendered and submitted unto the LORD ……. 

a transparent and easily injured … soft and supple heart ……. for Christ our LORD ………

O the garden of the LORD ………

HIS sweet sweet sweet sweet garden ……….

JESUS JESUS HOLY and ANOINTED ONE JESUS

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rqrEfurqq7E

and and and and and and and …… well ……… you would not believe it …… the flowers and the trees and the leaves and all of the garden was watered with droplets of water and I heard ……. I AM the LIVING WATER …….. so ….. well ……. what was it best to do ….. of course ……. touch the droplet of water of course …….. it’s not silly …… it was a splendid idea ……. JESUS is the WATER of LIFE ………

by the power of the Holy Spirit …… He’s my Friend too …….. close Friend ……. Best Friend ……….

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RQln0wL6yEU

there is no one like me …… and JESUS ……. just no one …… can you sing to JESUS like this …. probably not …… can you …… sing a love song to JESUS and miss HIM so much every single day of your life ….. probably not ….. it’s me …… the real me ………. and JESUS ……… I sing to JESUS from my heart ………. can you dance to JESUS like this …….. smile ……. my journal of our love story together ……. JESUS and me ….. ours ………….. what a blistering end of the year ……. what a Christmas ………….. can you find it in your heart to love JESUS so much …………… can you … can you … can you ……… sing and dance with JESUS like this …….. I can …….. I just want to be me ……. and not anyone else ………. just me …… the me JESUS created and crafted in me ……. all these fifty-five years …… I really don’t care about how anyone thinks ….. it’s about our love story …… JESUS’ and mine ……. write your own ……..

The Garden

and I wondered and asked the LORD why it is spring and summer in my heart with so much colour when it’s cold and the wind is howling up here in the hill and HE replied that it’s ever spring and summer in heaven and so I told HIM that it is going to be a really beautiful place in heaven

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QXHnl3WdHxY

The LORD’S Mighty Creation

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZexvPgWBS-k

it’s not about popularity …… it’s all about JESUS  ………. it’s about heart …….. our heart for Christ and Christ alone …… a succession of visions ……. to be posted ………….

Take Up Your Cross and Follow Jesus
24 Then Jesus told his disciples, “If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. 25 For whoever would save his life 7 will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it. 26 For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world and forfeits his soul? Or what shall a man give in return for his soul? 27 For the Son of Man is going to come with his angels in the glory of his Father, and then he will repay each person according to what he has done. 28 Truly, I say to you, there are some standing here who will not taste death until they see the Son of Man coming in his kingdom.”

The Holy Bible: English Standard Version. 2001 (Mt 16:24–28). Wheaton: Standard Bible Society.

The Birds Of The Air

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r2CpU39tM0c

my heart is light

Gen 1:20 And God said, Let the waters swarm with swarms of living creatures, and let birds fly above the earth in the open firmament of heaven.
Gen 1:21 And God created the great sea-monsters, and every living creature that moveth, wherewith the waters swarmed, after their kind, and every winged bird after its kind: and God saw that it was good.
Gen 1:22 And God blessed them, saying, Be fruitful, and multiply, and fill the waters in the seas, and let birds multiply on the earth.
Gen 1:23 And there was evening and there was morning, a fifth day.

i love YOU i love YOU i love YOU

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Peace

peace is flowing like a river

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KqcXmSqxf4E

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Pb-bZd1T4U

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My Heart

I’ve often wondered but said nothing. I’ve often wondered if people know how to treat people nicely. Christians especially. Most especially. It’s all about heart. It seems that there is a coldness in the hearts of believers. Honestly. It cannot be faked. Everyone knows if …. if …. if …. it’s from the heart, or just, a job. I love to do things from my heart or not at all. Full stop. What’s the point of doing anything if it’s not from my heart. I’d rather go shopping …. as my husband puts it …. or …. just watch tv and enjoy my life. Heart. If there’s no more heart, there’s nothing. Absolutely nothing. This is the very important part. Let’s find a picture of a heart.

I found this picture of JESUS’ heart again. Do we not posses …. even a very small portion of HIS heart. Some do not seem to possess any of it at all. What a shame. For all the others around them. I’ve come to a point in my life where …. I’m either … doing my Father’s will ……. and the rest of the time …. resting in HIS will ….. in HIS Presence …… and enjoying my life ….. with Christ JESUS …… here ……. forevermore …… my eternity …… right here on this earth ….. in this world …….heaven here …… I do so pray that my heart possesses a lot of JESUS’ heart. I want to care and to love and to be a nice person. To say nice words. I don’t want to be like people who say horrible words and do horrible things. I don’t want to be around people like that. It’s their problem. Not mine. Sometimes it’s good to spend quiet time alone with JESUS all on my own with no one else around. The good life. God is good all the time. Now … do you think ….. I could find a nice heart for myself …. dunno …. let’s see …..

I want my heart to be supple and tender like this very delicate drop of rain. So vulnerable and easily changed by the LORD. No fear of what is to come from HIM. Christ our LORD, this is. It’s not about anything or anyone else. It’s just about me. And JESUS. Our little ole journey together from way back when I could think … and … and …. and …. I’m not alone … some one is …. helping me along. So, what do you think of this heart of mine. Let JESUS do it. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NXspOqp6b6s

This is how I feel. All pastels and bright and light inside my heart.

I’m happy …. all happy inside of me …… really ……..

serenity
lap lap lapping on the quiet still waters
be still and know that HE is God
hide me
LORD JESUS

Can you see the colours of my heart …… I was born for this ……. right ……. just these very moments with JESUS …… my God ………

Contentment

Php 4:11 Not that I speak in respect of want: for I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, therein to be content.
Php 4:12 I know how to be abased, and I know also how to abound: in everything and in all things have I learned the secret both to be filled and to be hungry, both to abound and to be in want.
Php 4:13 I can do all things in him that strengtheneth me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=722zPX1npcA

I’m contented no matter what. To have and not to have. But saying this, I have. 

Contentment. A very serene place to be. Lovely really.