This is so true for me. I just keep on walking and walking and walking closer and closer and closer to JESUS no matter what. Not looking to the left or right. Just my eyes fixed on my Saviour. Our LORD JESUS who is the Christ. This is what the last thirteen years with JESUS has taught me. And …… when I see now how far I have come along the way …. tears fill mime eyes. Cos. JESUS really does love me so much. Honestly. What I see and journal is really what I see. I have no idea if anyone else sees this at all. But …. by the grace of God …. I do. So, in the middle of my wee mess. JESUS blesses me big time. Thank YOU LORD JESUS. Who am I………..
Him Whom They Have Pierced
10 “And I will pour out on the house of David and the inhabitants of Jerusalem a spirit of grace and pleas for mercy, so that, when they look on me, on him whom they have pierced, they shall mourn for him, as one mourns for an only child, and weep bitterly over him, as one weeps over a firstborn.
The Holy Bible: English Standard Version. 2001 (Zec 12:10). Wheaton: Standard Bible Society.
HE is really a HOLY HOLY HOLY God. And I do not know …… I was told what I see no other sees. By those who see. HE really is HOLY HOLY HOLY God. Believe me or not. I suppose this is the message JESUS wants you all to know. To know HIM in this place where in all this shuffle and pushing which has drawn me so close to a HOLY HOLY HOLY God. I remember being asked …. I told her that I wanted to be in the right hand of my God. I was barely eight. Why. I read it in the bible. I was told the stories and I too wanted to be like JESUS. If you ask me now . Fifty years later. I still desire to be with JESUS. HE is at the right hand of the Father. I want it too. Right beside JESUS. I suppose God, our Father gives us what we ask for. Only God knows the heart of a person. Only God knows. Just cos someone does not speak …. it does not mean … we do not love JESUS. JESUS never answered. HE was silent. HE just said I AM. I’m only HIS child. HIS bride. HIS chosen. But in the end. I’m HIS very own. JESUS’. I do not really like to stop and think. HE breaks us. The self we are. Then HE comes right into our inner-most being and HE builds HIS temple. HIMSELF. We are a temple of the Holy Spirit. No one is perfect. We are all free to love JESUS. HE owns all of us. HE is the Potter. We are the clay. I love pictures. They are more powerful than words. Only the WORD of God is powerful. Only JESUS is. The most powerful. The Name above all names. JESUS JESUS JESUS.
this is how I experience God, all my life, mighty, just imagine me, at five, looking up at this mighty God, and feeling HIS greatness, wonder of wonder, it’s really only always been me and my God, things we do, everyday things, anything really and …… days pass and years and decades, there is no time with the LORD, there is only God, HE just is, THE I AM, so, this is why I’m the person that i am, I take after my Father in heaven, HE loves me so much, have I been wiped out, indeed, but my faith and my faithfulness stands the test of time, fifty-five years and still counting, I’m tired, studying HIS WORD, but, inside of me, my heart, I feel honored that …. I can study, HIS WORD, I’ve fought so hard to study God’s WORD and to know HIM through HIS WORD, I’ve used to wait for years and decades so that I could learn, learn more about who my God is, so, I endure, for it says in Scripture, HIS WORD endures forever, all things will pass away, you may call me silly that I believe, but, without faith it is impossible to please God and HE is a rewarder of those who diligently seek HIM, in my silly little messes, I’ve survived all these waves of my Father’s LOVE for me, HE speaks and I obey, I hear HIS voice, HIS voice is like the thunder, and it is like the still small voice, HIS authority is without a doubt, HE is a tremendous God, my Father who is in heaven, HE told me to follow HIS Son, our LORD and Saviour JESUS who is the Christ, MESSIAH, and so, I do just this, obedience is the key,
HE is singing to me this morning and has been for days, my ears are not dull of hearing, I’m touched, I’m loved, I’m a nobody, but my God, HE is everything to me,