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If you are not in this place, I beseech you. Find this place. Are you madly in love with JESUS. Do you ever only think about what JESUS is doing. All the time. Do you always ever think what’s all happening in heaven and what the LORD is doing or our Father who is in heaven and what HE thinks about and what HE thinks about me, you. I do. When I was young, I was seeking for this place. To see. To touch. To examine. To smell. Do you smell the fragrance of the LORD. Do you seek it. When JESUS is near, do you smell HIM. Do you smell the prayers of the saints. Do you know …. really know what is happening in the spiritual realm all around you. I do I do I do. Why. Cos all my life I’ve been searching for God in such a way that I would truly find God in my midst. Or is it. Me in HIS midst. This is what truly astonishes me. It’s God’s will yet, it’s me that’s been seeking. But then did not God put this in my heart. This desire. Is God everywhere to you. HE is always ever to me. Since I was ever ever so young. Just a babe. Knowing and believing like Abraham. Believing that even in not seeing or feeling or knowing I believed. And it just became. HE just became life in me. Real. My reality. All around me and in my mind in such a way that I could not stop thinking about my Father who is in heaven and then Christ our LORD. JESUS. Why why why. I would ask and who am I that YOU should LOVE me so much, I still ask this very question ??? I do not have the answer. I do not have it at all. But do you think I will not be finding out one day in God’s time. HIS kairos moment. When HE decides to tell me. Are you passionate for JESUS. When people look at you do they think you are crazy in love with JESUS. When people look at you and your life do they think you are crazy for JESUS. For our Father in heaven and think you’re nuts for the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. For me, I’ve been yelled at for being so. I would smile and say to the LORD. LORD JESUS, they see YOU in me LORD. All YOU in me. And then say not a word. What more can I say, it’s true and so the secret is out. I love JESUS very much. And so what. To gain the world would get me nowhere. But to gain the love and the riches of Christ, gets me everywhere in eternity purposes forevermore. So, like the apostle Paul, who went through many hardships to make the gospel of JESUS known to everyone, …. well, I’m studying Hebrews anyways, ….. so …. JESUS is speaking. So I’m jotting down what we are talking about and how I feel in my heart and what great things HE’S done for me all my life. All my life. From the day I was born, since the foundations of the world. HE surely is an amazing God. Try HIM sometimes. When you have a whiff of JESUS passing by in front of you. Paul got this right. He was there. JESUS’ Heart broke for me, us, all of us. So, when He truly got it. I get it. You might think how silly I am to be so consumed by only God. JESUS, my Father. The Holy Spirit. The thing is it’s not a silly thing. It’s a good thing. It’s a very good thing. As God said, when HE looked at what HE had created, it is good. We are berry berry good to the LORD. So very berry. Isn’t HE amazing. My God.