I just never ever realized how very very intimate I am with my God, just ever since. Just ever, ever since. Indeed for me, myself, is a very nice revelation, given by the LORD, finally.
I live my life in a dream, I have found. Days run into years and years into decades. I wish I could tell you that I was some awesome person. Someone extraordinary. Some fantastic person. But, alas. I just feel like this insignificant woman who has lived her life to it’s fullest. And, indeed I have.
If you asked me how many medals I have won. When and where.
I have this vague impression of countries that would swirl past my mind. That would be about it. I do not even remember standing in the victory platforms. I have won so much I actually had to ditch the trophies just to get rid of them. At the time I won them.
I vaguely remember standing in front of Chris Pattern our Governor at Government House. He gave me a funny look. Like I did not fit in. I smiled back.
I remember coming in first in the passing out parade and getting a silver whistle and vaguely remember my number. I was just a teen. I looked odd walking along the streets at the dead of night in my uniform. People actually stopped and stared.
When I won the maximum number of medals one could get I was given a letter by the Government congratulating me for service to my country.
I cannot for the life of me remember what colour or even remember how I did it. I just remember the first time I met this lady who then became a world champion and ended her life so abruptly at the peak of her career, saying to me, who are you. As I dominated and flew past everyone in a whiz.
I have no idea where I have put that medal. It’s lost under a box of medals somewhere.
It was all just a dream.
Like my walk with my Father who art THOU in heaven.
So, it has come to an utter and complete shock to me, my intimate walk with the LORD all my life …. Without knowing it.
Millions of dollars have been spent on me yearly so that the great ambassador and representative for my country would be. And I did it all. Spoke to people whom I have never met in a far off land, confident that I would be a great ambassador for my country.
When asked once, how come out of my tiny island, such a great bowler could be established.
My reply was, there are far greater at home in Asia. They will come.
It all started here.
I started walking with the LORD at this age ….. had a dress just like this …. so funny …… this is me …. so funny ….. my entire life has been like a dream …. with God ….
I’ve come to a point in my life where ….. I’m humbled by whom the LORD has created me to be and …. happy ….. very berry happy ……
Today when the LORD and I spoke, it was awesome.
We really get to a point when God is God and that is that and what more is there to say.
HE does it all.
We just have to agree with HIM.
Life in a nutshell.