Jesus, Christ Our Lord, My Only Hope And Desire


We cannot twist truth to suit ourselves. The flesh. Growth in Christ bends us into submission to Christ our Lord. It hurts to grow. Many escape this direct path and turn away and stagnate. However long, is still by choice. Drink milk forever. Or feed yourself. Eat the meat of the Word. You do not want to camp at the salvation end of the cross like a migrant until you are an old man. When you fail to comply to God’s word and fall flat on your face, try and try again. Do not give up fighting the good fight of faith. Move forward and upward. Don’t be babies forever.

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I have grown because I have studied the Word hard, daily. I’ve had intimate communion quiet time listening to the Lord daily. When it hurt most to do these things, I overcame my own flesh by doing nothing. There is a cost to growth. There is a cost to holiness. Give up the things of this world and only walk along the things of God’s holiness. 

Though it be grace, it’s still a choice, we make. We choose. 

Seek those who grow you and not keep you a baby forever. This is still by choice. 

There are not buts in your heart. You know the truth by yourself. If you are still sitting where you’re at it is because you have chosen to be there. Chose life to the abundance in Christ Jesus so you are not found lacking in every spiritual gift of the grace of God through His love in His Son, Christ Jesus, our Lord, the Christ, Messiah. He purchased us with His life, His blood. Every good gift from the Lord is available to us. 

Be empowered with the Holy Spirit, by fire, like Peter and Paul and do greater and mightier works that they did. Do not be slow in holding yourself back. Be of good courage as Jesus has overcome the world. So can we, at all times. 

Be empowered by the Holy Spirit by fire. Do not be happy until you are. And be like the roaring lion, the Lion of Judah. 

1 November 2012 worship

I was taught in my mid twenties, to take one wrong in my life and change it, change me, one at a time. Not all at once. It’s overwhelming. Just one by one. And I did it. At the feet of Jesus. 

Good journey.


And then you get here and kiss the lips of Christ Jesus.


Do not fear. Jesus is a loving God. He truly is.

And we dance.


It’s been a wonderful journey of good choices. 


❤ ❤ ❤

A gift.

When I was so ill with this cough I was smeared with the blood of the Lamb and all I could see was this huge thick pure bright white white white.

A Great Multitude from Every Nation

9 After this I looked, and behold, a great multitude that no one could number, from every nation, from all tribes and peoples and languages, standing before the throne and before the Lamb, clothed in white robes, with palm branches in their hands, 10 and crying out with a loud voice, “Salvation belongs to our God who sits on the throne, and to the Lamb!” 11 And all the angels were standing around the throne and around the elders and the four living creatures, and they fell on their faces before the throne and worshiped God, 12 saying, “Amen! Blessing and glory and wisdom and thanksgiving and honor and power and might be to our God forever and ever! Amen.”
13 Then one of the elders addressed me, saying, “Who are these, clothed in white robes, and from where have they come?” 14 I said to him, “Sir, you know.” And he said to me, “These are the ones coming out of the great tribulation. They have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb.

15  “Therefore they are before the throne of God,
and serve him day and night in his temple;
and he who sits on the throne will shelter them with his presence.
16  They shall hunger no more, neither thirst anymore;
the sun shall not strike them,
nor any scorching heat.
17  For the Lamb in the midst of the throne will be their shepherd,
and he will guide them to springs of living water,
and God will wipe away every tear from their eyes.”

The Holy Bible: English Standard Version. (2001). (Re 7:17). Wheaton: Standard Bible Society.


The Holy Bible: English Standard Version. (2001). (Re 7:9–17). Wheaton: Standard Bible Society.


What A Terrible Cough!

Been in bed with a cough for the last three days. I’m so tired. Finally got to my doctor and I told him honestly I was not feeling well at all so he gave me a round of antibiotics which puts me to sleep and some antihistamine which makes me even more sleepy. With the cough syrup as well. 

In all things, I just praise the Lord in my bed.

I believe in living the quiet life, with Jesus.


Lord Jesus


3 and said, “Truly, I say to you, unless you turn and become like children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.

The Holy Bible: English Standard Version. (2001). (Mt 18:3). Wheaton: Standard Bible Society.

Truly, we need not complicate things. We just have to enjoy the Presence of the Lord in His pure bright white light and just bask in His glory day after day after day. Night after night after night.
Do you see Jesus’ light and glory?
The Lord God Almighty.
The Alpha and the Omega

I’ve come to understand that I just have to be me and not pretend all these beautiful things of God are not happening to me daily. 

I’ve been sick with a cough for the last couple of days. No fever. I’ve been sleeping for days and days and days. There has been no fever though I’m so hot inside of me all the time. The Holy Spirit. Healing. 

I’ve always wanted to be an original. I’ve always been so disappointed when people liken me to themselves. I’m so far from it. 

I’ve progressed in my walk with the Lord. Advanced. Advance. This is who I am in Christ Jesus. I do not want to stagnate in my communion with Christ our Lord. Jesus. 

I live every breathing hour thinking and pondering about God. The Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. This has been ever since. For all eternity I shall be like this. 

I’ve watched and listened to the plight of the immigrants and cried. The women and their children. In this world event which will change the course of mankind for all time here on this earth, I have learned to love again. Those whom I do not even know. Or will ever. Yet, yesterday on the way home from home group I was ushered by this gentleman who was not from here. He called himself a visitor and asked if the pictures on my i-phone was my family. I told him they were my home group members from church. He did not speak to me again but it’s a start. The other day I saw this one lady at the bus stop and she squatted with very expensive clothes and handbag with a picture of her baby with her ID card. We were all standing. 

The world is changing around us. 

Love your neighbor as yourself. 

Only love changes the world. Only love can change the hearts of the people all around us. 

The gospel is being preached to the ends of the earth this very moment. 

Jesus is returning for His church. His bride. 

Many will be entering into His kingdom in the coming years to come. 

I may not understand but I know that God is greater than anything on this earth for all eternity. We are nothing. Not even dust in the wind. 

Only God’s will is important. 

We are all saved by grace so that none may boast. 

In all of this, I enter into intimate communion with Christ our Lord. 

Jesus Jesus Jesus

And He says, ‘I AM.’

The Coming of the Holy Spirit

2 When the day of Pentecost arrived, they were all together in one place. 2 And suddenly there came from heaven a sound like a mighty rushing wind, and hit filled the entire house where they were sitting. 3 And divided tongues as of fire appeared to them and rested on each one of them. 4 And they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in other tongues as the Spirit gave them utterance.

The Holy Bible: English Standard Version. (2001). (Ac 2:1–4). Wheaton: Standard Bible Society.


I Am Yours, Lord Jesus


All I hear this morning is, ‘I am Yours. I am Yours. I am Yours. Lord Jesus.’
It all really started, the glory part, like this. I saw it and walked right into it. When you are not burdened by any sin, there is no fear in this place. I really saw this and walked right into the light and the glory.
It’s a place of absolute peace.
Then in the end it just all become light after the decade passed.
It just also may be all this blood that I’m covered with as well. So many encounters with Jesus on the cross.
The righteousness of Christ our Lord. His righteousness.

All I am is Yours, Lord Jesus.

16 April 2013 my glory and lifter of my head
We truly are saved by grace but after that it’s choices in our lives that we make. The good ones or the bad ones will lead you along a path close to Jesus’ heartbeat or so very far from it. I’ve always been an inside the Holy of Holies person. Right up close and personal person with Jesus.Honestly, you seek what you look for. What you are finding. What you are hoping. As silly as my prayers and desire may have been. How childish. How immature. It’s been the best decisions I have made. The best choices where Christ is concerned.

The seed of the fruit
of the Spirit.


The wind of the Spirit.
Blow, blow, blow.
Spirit blow.


Spirit Blow

So, what are you thinking about church?
What’s all happening in your minds and your thoughts?
For me, this sermon. Last night after reading Chapter 5 of my IST, I woke up thinking how to plunge into this sermon and just do it. So, I’ve decided to speak out the sermon with short notes and then type the words.
Hey, I taught Sunday School for five long years all by myself and had to do sermons all by myself and in those days there was no format that had to be followed. It was all Jesus. God. If you wished to just read it to the kids or get them to do it, you did it.
I liked to improvise so that it was interesting. I loved being original even way back then so ………
People love to categorize.
I love to do it different. Not a popular place to be but it works for me and for those around me.

A sermon.
Life application.
Totally and absolutely soaked in the love of Christ.
Can you feel it?
Do you smell it?
Can you touch it?
Do you see it?
Does it taste so good it makes your heart go all soft and tender and loved?
So, we dance.
Jesus and me.

All Jesus, Day And Night And Night And Day, All Day Long And All Night Long

Succulent oranges. Sweet, juicy oranges. My fav.
What are you thinking about all the time church?
Me, well, all I think about is God. Jesus.
My little sermon is coming along in my mind. I should just do a light first draft and work my way around it.
This morning when I woke up all I could think about was this sermon and then the Lord ……..
To be honest this is all I ever think about. God.
Sometimes when people are talking all I am thinking about really is about Jesus. So today, I told Jesus.
I spend every waking and sleeping and dreaming moment thinking about You Lord Jesus. Just every every every.
I’m blessed to be in a church that allows the move of the Holy Spirit and a place for a person like me.
Can it possibly be?
Of course.
Do you know there are people who are just like me?
There are others.
God calls us to this place of intimacy with Him where no others can possibly comprehend that this possibility is even or ever possible. O but it is and in my walk of faith with the Lord, I have just walked up another step towards my eternity with Christ Jesus in His kingdom, right here and now.
Jesus is an awesome God.
It’s bee some amazing summer for me.

Sermon On The Full Armor Of God (First Draft)


In all things, the Holy Spirit is most welcome to teach me all things pertaining the Lord.


So what’s the first thing in your mind when you wake up. For me it’s all Jesus. This morning apart from all the light I was thinking of what I was reading yesterday. Sermon preparation. Wow. So hard. I had to slow down and take so many notes so that I get this right or I will lose points. In all of this, I have been reminded that it’s not the points that are important at the end of the day but the heart. A heart changed towards a Holy God is far more important than points. So, I plod on and on and on and on. The points would be nice too Lord Jesus. 



I am prompted by the Holy Spirit that without the glory of the Lord, His Presence, the Presence of a Holy God, I have nothing for He leads us to all truth.


The fruit of the Spirit.

In all of this do no forget to bless the Lord with all of my heart and mind and strength.
I ❤  You, Lord Jesus.

We look to Yahweh.
Sink yourself deep into the Word and eat the meat.
The Word tastes delicious as you savor every Word that proceeds from the mouth of the Lord.