i’m catpured by a holy calling

I’m captured by YOUR HOLY calling O LORD
Father Father Father
I give YOU my life Father

my hands are empty cos I give YOU everything Father
I have nothing but me Father
nothing but me
love
I just have my heart Father

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9_OUNq29Dso

21 October 2012 white_dove

I had a dream last night. I cried. Tears would not stop flowing down from my eyes.

As I walked towards my Father with nothing but me … just me ….

the Holy Spirit

He

put in my hands a crown

a crown like Him

transparent

like water

I could hardly see it but for JESUS’ LIGHT.

My third  crown.

It flickered. In JESUS’ LIGHT and it was only then I could see it. It is like the Holy Spirit.

Tears flowed from my eyes as with the first one when I approached God with nothing. Nothing. Just empty hands.

And HE put a blazing huge crown like diamonds in my hands and said,

here, you have something now.

How dependant are we on our God, the Father, HIS Son and the Holy Spirit. 

Amen.

1 August 2013 Water_drop_by_cloki

Thank YOU LORD JESUS.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K44trVhtZX4

thank YOU LORD JESUS
 thank YOU very much LORD JESUS
 for all this year
 for being with me
 for LOVING me
 for helping me
 for carrying me
 thank YOU LORD
 thank YOU LORD JESUS
 thank YOU JESUS
 ♥

thank YOU LORD
thank YOU Holy Spirit
thank YOU Father

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fL2Bf24nu1E

JESUS JESUS JESUS and only JESUS

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0fZ-tBR7LJ0

Christ is enough for me
this is what I hear
when LIGHT breaks
in my heart
as I wake up
from the depths
of
the heart of Christ
JESUS JESUS JESUS
love

and as I look up towards my Saviour’s Face
I walk on and on and on and on
heaven upwards
Christ upwards
no
march on in the rhythm of my LORD
the Christ
can y’all hear the beat of HIS heart
it’s so loud and clear
it gets clearer and clearer as I draw closer and closer to JESUS
can y’all hear it
it’s pounding for us
boom boom boom boom boom boom boom
it’s LOVE
the LOVE of Christ JESUS
HE LOVES us
love

as I’m bent according to HIS purpose and HIS ways
I surrender and submit to my KING my Adonai
and I find myself in this place
of HOLY order
the order of things
in alignment with God’s will in my life
I was born for heaven’s breath over me
in me
through me
Christ in me
love
and as I’m bent lower and lower and lower
I am brought higher higher higher
to the very heart of Christ
O LORD JESUS
YOU’RE so berry berry beautiful
so berry
love
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxTOsQ3LDE4

heaven flows down down down
unto this very humble heart
as I receive the LIGHT
the GLORY of the LORD
the passion of my LOVE
Christ JESUS
from my Father who art THOU in heaven
in this secret and quiet place
be still
be still and know
be still and know that HE is God
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0_oDv1THBQ

 in the LIGHT of all things
what else matters
only JESUS matters at the end of this all
we cannot take anything with us
nothing
not even the body we are now living in
we will have our Spirit
only JESUS can make the impossible happen
our bodies blameless
so in the LIGHT of it all
I just have to be still
and know
know
that
HE is God 
love
and live
and breathe
and and and
just and and and
surrender
love
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lcX5106rJLY

 and all that’s left in the big picture of things
is what JESUS wants of me
it’s just JESUS and little ole me
as we dance and sing and move to the rhythm of HIS heart

in YOUR perfect timing LORD and not mine
love
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GtcBURtm5Aw

the ugliness in man ( and me )

I dunno about y’all but yesterday I saw the killer in me. I did not like it though as I had got my head blasted and bullets all over my body, so, I fought in anger and revenge.

It was so ugly.

The bullets really hurt and when I had found the opposition, I just started firing … but I have to admit …. I just aimed for the chest.

We were all wearing protective vests.

This is not the point. They are only kids and I just got so mad and became this …. person fighting.

How ugly.

The kids were shocked.

I was shocked.

I was trained to take a man out by hitting his chest. I have had very good aim in the past. I still do.

But I did not like myself yesterday. They were just kids.

Ugly.

Ugly me.

Bad girl.

It wasn’t a war. It was just silly child’s play.

And

I turned ugly.

sunday school and war games

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0fZ-tBR7LJ0

We had an activity in our Sunday School today. War games. Learn how to work with another person and as a team and cover each others’ back.

The thing is …. boy did it hurt. They used high powered bibi guns. And boy did it hurt when we get shot.

Now, we are talking about eight to eighteen year olds.

With blood everywhere, I had to admit, it was tough being in the front. So, I hung out with the kids in the middle. But, that did not work as well.

More blood.

It was tough but I stayed on with them there teens all the way to the bitter end.

🙂

O well, it was all good fun.

🙂

Someone got hit more than me ???
O don’t think so …… though it may look like it ….
What about the arms and legs ….. it really hurt when someone shot me at least five shots in the one area and then the next area …….
And I had my gun over my head …….

😦